anong bang meron sa purple? mas magnda orange!!=D

i hate purple! yuck! hehe joke lng!=D i don't exactly know why its getting into me.. pero you know me naman, i get to attached to people most of the time. and sometimes i don't like sharing! whahahaha ( laughs like a witch! ). different friends, different attachments and relationships. i got used to always being with him all the time kasi. and you know the feeling of a jealous friend?!? ung may person sa life ng friend nya na hindi tlga nya gusto? hehe you know what i mean.. wala naman ginagawa syo ung person and di naman tlga kyo related pero you really don't like him or her... may ganun lng tlga na instances. and un ung feeling ko dun sa gurl.. i don't mind too much when we talk about her, pero minsan i'd rather not. and that purple thing... it's really starting to tick me off.. naiinis ako sa obsession nya s purple because of that gurl i guess?!? i dont know pro dedma nlng ako.. i'll just mind my own business. im still thankful dat im blessed with a lot of good, no, great friends!=D different views, values, and personalities.. one more thing.. i really hate being called a user. i must admit, i was somehow like that way back in highschool.. may mga friends din ako na nag gamitan lng kami.. but i know i made a mistake and that's all in the past. lets just leave it like that. besides, ive change, im not like that anymore, and i dont want to be like ever again. it hurts my feelings when i get called like that. kahit minsan joke lang.. you may think na bakit ako affected kung di naman totoo. but think about it, who wants to be called like that? i wonder if he really considers me as one of his true friends... i definitely do.. lahat naman ng friends ko eh.. hirap lng kasi sa taong un, di mo makausap ng seryosohan.. lagi nlng dinadaan sa biro.. pero sometimes i believe that some of the important, serious, deep thoughts and things are kept inside ourselves and left unsaid. it's better left unsaid. besides, di naman lahat kailangan sinasabi... you just know and somehow you feel it. thanks for being a friend!=D

oh eto na!

hay nko.. finally magsusulat na ulit ako dito.. ayoko ayoko!!! no!!!! i dont have this jelly ace whatever thingy feeling... i refuse to feel that.. naiinis lng tlga cguro ako pag nababanggit ung name ng gurl. oh well.. di ba sabi ko namana dati na i would be sad pag may bgo n cya. kasi maiiwan nko. ang selfish ko noh?!? wala lng! hehe oh well so tamad tlga to write here.. di gumagana utak ko.. cge n nga bukas nlng ulit..