chestnuts roasting on an open fire...

i have this feeling na medyo mababagot ako this xmas break. well it is nice to be stress free for a while. kasi naman noh, ang sala sa init sala sa lamig nating mga tao.. pag may pasok we always ask for a break, pag break naman, reklamo n walang magawa. hay nko... basta dapat enjoy and relax nlng tayo... im gonna go to school tomorrow. bigayan ng course cards eh.. eto n naman po tyo! hold on tight!! whaaa!!! grabe na ito... dami ko naiisip pero i don't know how to put it into words. dami ko ding tao na naiisip. gosh! nkkwindang ever! i've been thinking of xbud this past few days, im wondrin how he is right now.. grabe, i feel like hindi ko n cya kilala.. what i mean is it's hard to catch up with a friend after a long time not being able to see or talk to each other. we live different lives now. pno pa kmi makakarelate sa isat-isa nyan?!? minsan ok nko sa ganitong sitwasyon... natatakot kasi ako na pag nakausap ko o nkita ko n ulit c xbud ay puro dead air lng ang aabutin namin. i don't even know what to tell him if ever i get the chance to talk to him.. sana sa manila nlng cya nag-aaral. cguro kung dun din cya may time pa kami magkita or atleast catch up once in a while...ang sad eh... sana sa debut ni ais dumating cya... haay... i wish that everybody would have a very merry christmas this year!!!!! love you guys!=D